I feel so tired, i bet i can sit on this chair and stare blankly into space for hours.

Sometimes i feel the things i do are just pointless.

It's like we follow this timetable, the timetable of life. Isn't there any other way to break out of this so-called timetable?

I am really wondering, wondering if i came into the right course. Wasn't this what  i wanted?

Why am i regretting it now?

Why am i pushing myself so hard now?

Why do i feel like i'm so forced, forced to do something that is not in my element?

I always say i knew i belonged to htm. But who knows, maybe if i am in htm now i might be struggling too?

If only we could see the future. It's just the beginning and i think i can't cope.

What's gonna happen in future?

I should blame myself for making such an impulse decision.

A last minute change, a lifetime regret. maybe?

I guess we're all heading towards Destination Unknown.

A good time to quote gene, 

" My purpose in life is to find a purpose in life. "

so true, so true.